| been on here in forever.. pretty much because i have found more to do in life.. i have a job, ive been dating, and.. im just pretty much makin the most out of life. so. i dont know that iwill leave much on here. but.. thanks for stoppin by if u do!? |
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| been on here in forever.. pretty much because i have found more to do in life.. i have a job, ive been dating, and.. im just pretty much makin the most out of life. so. i dont know that iwill leave much on here. but.. thanks for stoppin by if u do!? |
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| maybe my futures taking a 360.. and this time i think ive got the my feet in the stir ups. |
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| ever wondered what it felt like to see your life spiralling down in front of you? oh. well i have. the key point to this post is to let all those know who have stuck beside me through it all how much i appreciate them... well im not a pity story. but my life hasnt been all to great. i went through the first 10 years of my life with an abusive dad, a drunk uncle, and a trouble maker brother ruining everything for me. i became baulimic in 4th grade during my parents divorce from stress. then i lead myself to a life of desperation where i felt the only man who could be there for me was a 17 year old. who was the best thing that had ever happened to me. i fell into temptation and im still ashamed of my past til this day forward. i met a girl who was the other part of my broken heart. but unfortunately here lately. it seems that ive lost her. and since then. and a gillion relationships later.. a sister totally changed... it seems as if my life has become a total whirlwind. i fell for a farm boy who was younger than me this past month. who recently had to let me go for his family wont allow him to date. they say hes too young. i respect that. but... God knows what that boys missing out on. ive really learnt who my true friends are and got myself in the battlefield again. building a brickwall for myself. representing everything i believe in and. becoming stronger in my relationship with Jesus Christ. all i know is i really had a burden to tell everyone this. so.... THANK YOU for everything. |
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| i guess my new name should be DEFEATED |
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